I am scared of a lot of things: lonliness, failure,talking to strangers, the list doesn’t end. But I am human! It’s normal that Ihave fears. What is important is that I try to conquer these fear. Well, atleast the ones that stop me from living my life to the fullest. If you let it, fear willcontrol your life. I have been there and still am! I have let Glossophobiacontrol me my whole life and before I realized it was stopping me from living mylife. When fear starts to rule your life, that is when you need to step in and andfix it. It will be hard and scary, but you cant let it rule you.
2 years ago, I overcame my biggest fear: flying on aplane. My fear of flying started when my family went to Disney World, I wasfive years old. I don’t remember too much about the vacation, but I remember hearingmy mom say that she was afraid of planes.
At that time, I thought my mom couldn’tbe scared of anything, so if she was scared of planes, they had to be flying coffins.Why else could my mom be so scared? For 13 years, I have had my mom’s fear of planes.As I got older, I found real reasons to be scaredof planes and flying other than “because my mom finds it scary.” I am acontrol freak, so being on a plane scares me since I have no control. At leastwhen I’m a riding in a car I can warn the driver if I spot danger.
I can notwarn the pilot about danger! I have to trust another person with my life, andthat is terrifying. That’s a whole lot of trust to put into the hands of astranger even if he/she is a pilot.Another point, turbulence gets to me. When I was16, my parents and I flew to Dallas to visit my brother. When we got off the ground,there was a ton of turbulence, and I spent the entire trip shaking from the planeride. When we got ready on plane to fly home, I had a horrible panic attack.
Anattendant explained to me that there was nothing scary about being on that placeby telling me the the mechanics of the plane, but that made me feel even worse.No amount of science can make me think that an airplane can somehow stay up inthe sky. I have told myself that planes fly by magic, and I won;t believeotherwise. Eventually my parents got me to calm down, and I made it from Dallasto Houston without dying from my fear. My fear of flying was holding me back,and I needed it to stop.
When we finally made it home I realized that it was neveractually as bad as I had always imagined.Facing your fears can be much more scary than your fearitself, but it’s fulfilling and worth it. Knowing I can travel anywhere I needto without fear is a massive relief, and I’m so happy I’ve conquered my fear offlying. Yes, I still get uneasy, but at least I ca handle myself and enjoymy life now.